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we laugh and shift awkward
leaning on our lilting limbs trembling
forward to blue horizon and the shouting mists that
never seem to say too much beyond what is
obvious already anyway to us the milk-white
shrouded splendor of some other person’s sadness
when there wasn’t anything left to put
between his teeth he had to eat
a graveyard shift instead there was an earthquake
there he explained and we believed him as we dotted
our eyelids with gray but not beneath we did not want
our crying to leave track marks like his trackmarks we
can’t look at trains the same way anymore, we are going to drink
an avalanche of sad rather than believing this it was so dark
inside this window room we could see manhattan like a mockery to
him that he would never be there anymore
again and again he let us rest our heads on top of his broken bones like
centerpieces stretching over the heaviness of lines
i know a thousand better ways to cry than this but all of them
involve an easel or a skywriting plane scattering orange and gray
ashes into water that used to run rivulets off your face like sweat
i know a thousand better reasons we could sweat after this
and i don’t have anything black to wear to your funeral
but i guess i’ll go anyway and count the number of people who you never
even really liked i think you really liked me but i’m not sure i liked you
but i know i like you now
and that’s what counts,
i think, when your body’s
in the ground.
leaning on our lilting limbs trembling
forward to blue horizon and the shouting mists that
never seem to say too much beyond what is
obvious already anyway to us the milk-white
shrouded splendor of some other person’s sadness
when there wasn’t anything left to put
between his teeth he had to eat
a graveyard shift instead there was an earthquake
there he explained and we believed him as we dotted
our eyelids with gray but not beneath we did not want
our crying to leave track marks like his trackmarks we
can’t look at trains the same way anymore, we are going to drink
an avalanche of sad rather than believing this it was so dark
inside this window room we could see manhattan like a mockery to
him that he would never be there anymore
again and again he let us rest our heads on top of his broken bones like
centerpieces stretching over the heaviness of lines
i know a thousand better ways to cry than this but all of them
involve an easel or a skywriting plane scattering orange and gray
ashes into water that used to run rivulets off your face like sweat
i know a thousand better reasons we could sweat after this
and i don’t have anything black to wear to your funeral
but i guess i’ll go anyway and count the number of people who you never
even really liked i think you really liked me but i’m not sure i liked you
but i know i like you now
and that’s what counts,
i think, when your body’s
in the ground.
Literature
Angstxiety
I am work weak on Wednesday
in a heap of hangover and hesitation
with fingers on a phone haptically
actively anticipating feedback—
I need that why do I need that.
My angst and anxiety
is constant and courses
and throbs with a pulse
that demands concern
of a baby boomer crooning poetic
in the distance to call me antisocial, or you know,
you could just call me.
If being this busy in an age
of constant communication
feels like having slept
but not feeling rested,
I'd rather cancel my plans
like a responsible millennial
and go to bed.
Literature
Memories
We have all the time in the world...
Except not really, do we?
We have less than a year
Less than a breath
Less than a thought
And I've been doing a lot of thinking:
Thinking about the future
(which makes my stomach hurt)
Thinking about the present
(which makes my stomach hurt)
Thinking about you
(which makes my stomach--)
Thinking enough to be considered dangerous
Because historically, thoughts and ideas are dangerous
Thoughts lead to ideas lead to words lead to change
And I don't want things to change...
...except that's a lie.
I want things to change.
I want this...this thing
This intangible feeling
This tangible energy
I want it all to
Literature
LOUD
After the longest Friday at work
I come home,
get a little drunk on
honey whiskey,
make lemonade from scratch,
cello on the speakers.
I get high & rock
Lindsay Sterling.
My friend’s fiancé hung himself:
a good man, videotaping his death, somewhere;
a failed conversation,
a wealth of unsaid words,
my voice is useless.
Tonight doing dishes
becomes a poem;
wearing a dress,
back exposed,
skin
still
hot
from loving,
I purple passion paint
my toes.
I like cooking with you,
that sneaky, subtle dance,
the way you taste
my finger-
hold
the whisk, turn,
& spill
spices in my palm,
drifting into
warm haze,
rising
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Stunning. Just stunning.