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there is a poem on the skin of scratched graffiti.
it is called "a collection of tuesdays" or
"what are you willing to remember?"
and i don't know if i could ever forget
the area of her hips or
the way she always spells
the word tomorrow wrong and
i wonder if it's on purpose.
there is a name for this.
it is called "bicycles on the sidewalk
without wheels" or
"the song of collapsing telephones".
who would you even call, and
is there anything anyone fears more than
a diseased bird?
there is a will for this.
it is called
"boy digging through garbage at
three in the morning" or
"metal stop sign rusting behind
the faceless naysayers of
torn chain-link fences".
i see it gathering the night
and its edges say alone,
because who but the alone
would stop to watch the
errors in manufacturing,
the empty cathedrals beneath cities?
there is a song for this
but i don't remember what it was
going to be called,
and the stoplights are bleeding.
it is called "a collection of tuesdays" or
"what are you willing to remember?"
and i don't know if i could ever forget
the area of her hips or
the way she always spells
the word tomorrow wrong and
i wonder if it's on purpose.
there is a name for this.
it is called "bicycles on the sidewalk
without wheels" or
"the song of collapsing telephones".
who would you even call, and
is there anything anyone fears more than
a diseased bird?
there is a will for this.
it is called
"boy digging through garbage at
three in the morning" or
"metal stop sign rusting behind
the faceless naysayers of
torn chain-link fences".
i see it gathering the night
and its edges say alone,
because who but the alone
would stop to watch the
errors in manufacturing,
the empty cathedrals beneath cities?
there is a song for this
but i don't remember what it was
going to be called,
and the stoplights are bleeding.
Literature
12
The anger fades over time
even while I'm angry
the edges fade and break and crumble
the lot turns to a black sludge
it falls from my mind
fills up the hollow spaces
the empty pieces in my heart
the ventricles overflow, ooze
I have become a thing I hate.
Literature
11 pm thoughts
I've decided that
I'm me.
I'm ash from bones
eroded by words of acid
and purple black skin
that's turning yellow
even if I'm not truly healing
these bruises,
they scar.
I'm ice from glares
of green eyes that I do not recognize
as my own
because I've always wanted to look in the mirror and see
kind eyes.
I see a stranger.
I'm not fiery
I do not attract people like moths to a flame,
my flame is almost out, barely flickering
I'm cold, I'm blue
and everyone's favorite color is red.
I'm not brave
most of the times I'm afraid to get out of bed in the morning
but goddamnit I try
and fail
and fail a bit better the next day
and start all over a
Literature
Angstxiety
I am work weak on Wednesday
in a heap of hangover and hesitation
with fingers on a phone haptically
actively anticipating feedback—
I need that why do I need that.
My angst and anxiety
is constant and courses
and throbs with a pulse
that demands concern
of a baby boomer crooning poetic
in the distance to call me antisocial, or you know,
you could just call me.
If being this busy in an age
of constant communication
feels like having slept
but not feeling rested,
I'd rather cancel my plans
like a responsible millennial
and go to bed.
Suggested Collections
another walking home from the subway freewrite thing.
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Hello!
I have used the title of this lovely deviation in a Found Poetry piece ( or Title Poem for #TheTitlePage ) here:
Thank you so much!