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imagine being the first person to discover death.
your lover has passed in her sleep.
you kiss her, you touch her thigh,
you whisper her name and stroke her hair,
you listen to her empty heart
and wonder at her silence
you wore red to her funeral because
that was her favorite color and
the pastor wouldn't let you play
landslide on the speaker system
in the chapel.
the gospel choir watched you like
a bruise.
the trees sighed.
and when the service was over
everyone asked how you were
but no one really wanted to know.
thursday the air tasted like stale apples.
grief holds you in
like a corset
red twine tying you
together
when you feel like
falling apart.
the wind is stagnant
and all you know
is the heaviness in the breeze
that never comes.
and you can see it now-
she ferments in the ground the way
juice once fermented beneath your
kitchen window in the sun, you are
drunk on her body and
you never meant to be,
and the heat becomes the
only thing that is thorough
and the only thing that matters, really-
not her eyes pinned open or her
traitor waist on silk casket lining, just
the way the summer holds you like a vice.
and the silence,
it echoes
the chasm in your chest
like a gorge in the ground,
all sweeping rivers and tangled to-do lists.
the world stops
in your mind,
but you drudge through work,
menial and tedious,
watching her heart beat
in every collated paper,
every copy of a copy of a copy
machine,
every staple stuck in the corner of a page.
this is what it feels like at the end,
you think as you stack the papers on
top of one another and force yourself
to move through the tides of
closure. but you can't stop waiting
for some form of conclusion among the
collage of grass.
even now, when the crab-apples
wilt on the solemn dirt,
there is something of her
still beating out there,
and you can't hold your breath
much longer.
your lover has passed in her sleep.
you kiss her, you touch her thigh,
you whisper her name and stroke her hair,
you listen to her empty heart
and wonder at her silence
you wore red to her funeral because
that was her favorite color and
the pastor wouldn't let you play
landslide on the speaker system
in the chapel.
the gospel choir watched you like
a bruise.
the trees sighed.
and when the service was over
everyone asked how you were
but no one really wanted to know.
thursday the air tasted like stale apples.
grief holds you in
like a corset
red twine tying you
together
when you feel like
falling apart.
the wind is stagnant
and all you know
is the heaviness in the breeze
that never comes.
and you can see it now-
she ferments in the ground the way
juice once fermented beneath your
kitchen window in the sun, you are
drunk on her body and
you never meant to be,
and the heat becomes the
only thing that is thorough
and the only thing that matters, really-
not her eyes pinned open or her
traitor waist on silk casket lining, just
the way the summer holds you like a vice.
and the silence,
it echoes
the chasm in your chest
like a gorge in the ground,
all sweeping rivers and tangled to-do lists.
the world stops
in your mind,
but you drudge through work,
menial and tedious,
watching her heart beat
in every collated paper,
every copy of a copy of a copy
machine,
every staple stuck in the corner of a page.
this is what it feels like at the end,
you think as you stack the papers on
top of one another and force yourself
to move through the tides of
closure. but you can't stop waiting
for some form of conclusion among the
collage of grass.
even now, when the crab-apples
wilt on the solemn dirt,
there is something of her
still beating out there,
and you can't hold your breath
much longer.
Literature
Stone
"You have a stone in your heart,"
That rouses me somewhat. I look up from my book and out the window at the gray fog that's settled over everything like wet cotton. I imagine breathing it, letting it fill my lungs with gray. All at once, the room is suffocating and I push the window open and the cool air tumbles in and ruffles the pages of my book so that I lose my place.
The spell of the story unravels and some part of me aches to know that the sort of love that exists in the storybooks is never true.
She loves the lines of him.
Her.
"Are you listening?"
"
Yes," I say without much conviction.
Rainwater pools on the windowsill.
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We Only Exist In The Now
Her eyes wide, the girl stood in front of the mirror. Its surface was covered in condensation. Tentatively she reached out and touched the cold sheen of reflective sweat.
Within the mirror her lips moved, yet in real life they remained stationary, "You are the story teller....?"
Slowly, she nodded, "I am the story teller."
The mirror girl continued to speak foreign words, "Then tell me a story."
This time the real girl shook her head, "I have no story to tell...."
Smiling, the mirror girl flashed her demonic teeth, "Tell me about how he used to sneak into your room at night. Tell me about how he beat
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Online
"I have a problem."
"You always were a worrier."
"Don't you want to know what it is?"
"Not if it's going to worry me as well."
"That's precisely why you should know it."
"I really think I'll pass."
"But-"
"No."
"
"
"Thank you."
"But
this time it's a really big deal."
"Oh for the love of- All right. All right. You win. What is it?"
"What did you think the first time you met me?"
"That's not a problem, that's a question."
"I know."
"How am I supposed to answer it exactly?"
"I don't know if your mother explained this to you, but all you have to do is open your mouth and words-"
"Shut it, smart ass."
"Then answer the q
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